Leaves are beginning to fall from the trees, yellow rain blown on the wind. Walnuts thunk to the ground. The season is changing, and my season is changing, too. My body is healing! My walks are growing longer, with a bit more jogging mixed in. My mind is clearer and my eyes less bothered by the light of a screen. None of my symptoms have wholly disappeared, but every one of them—from the dizziness and tachycardia to the brain fog and fatigue—has diminished. I know that this could be a temporary gift, as fleeting as Fall. My symptoms may surge again soon. But then again—they may not.
It’s so healing to read your words! This is exactly how I feel in this moment. It’s weird to say there are parts on me that misses the long hours bedridden with no choices but to sit in the moment…after moment. Now I am healed and there’s so much to do! My mind is all over the place, wanting to do it all. Disability forced me to be still, take it slow, and have no expectations for what I could accomplish. Thank you for understanding this bittersweet feeling.
I’m so happy to read you’re feeling better Lisa, Enjoy the process 💫 and Thanks for the hope! I’m still experiencing the four seasons each day but I hope that changes soon 😊
It’s so healing to read your words! This is exactly how I feel in this moment. It’s weird to say there are parts on me that misses the long hours bedridden with no choices but to sit in the moment…after moment. Now I am healed and there’s so much to do! My mind is all over the place, wanting to do it all. Disability forced me to be still, take it slow, and have no expectations for what I could accomplish. Thank you for understanding this bittersweet feeling.
Love and best wishes to you Lisa. X
So happy to hear you are doing better Lisa! ❤️
" It is Hard to make peace with The present and with possibility all at The same time."
Exellent written Lisa 🙌.
I tend to do to much when The present is good and then crashing in to bad possibility.
It is so many things i want to join and do.
Sometimes life does not give you much of a choice, hospitalvisits, food, shower and school meeting for The kids in one day.
Next time i wont shower 😂.
Worry adds a lot of stress to my system 😓.
Friends and baking cakes and beeing thogheter wih my kids adds a lot of Joy.
Im glad you feel better💕. Stay in The present.
I’m so happy to read you’re feeling better Lisa, Enjoy the process 💫 and Thanks for the hope! I’m still experiencing the four seasons each day but I hope that changes soon 😊
Wonderful to hear you’re getting better Lisa and the body and mind naturally want to find a healthy rhythm just like the seasons xx